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Friday, October 30, 2009

ii finally have my time to update my rotting blog. (:
recently, ii am really really too lazy to update my blog lerhh lorhhs.
because keep working everyday.
once reach home also tired lerhh.
even my HUBBY letter ii didn't write.
ARGHHH !! how can like that.
ii must really write now, if not he will anyhow think.
complaining to my blog now.
recently, ii am really really damn STRESS !!
seriously ii feel like giving up every things now.
because sooner or later ii bet ii am breaking down soon.
heart beat will stop beating. ROFL !
ii really don't know why ii will become like that.
ii didn't change my love, ii still love HUBBY as ii always do.
but seriously, there is so much debts ii have to return.
people pesteuring me over HUBBY money.
ii really cannot take it. ii really CANNOT !.
ii am so so under depression now.
ii really don't know what to do.
how ii wish ii could end every things.
seriously, being alone handle every things isn't easy.
even how stronge ii am staying.
ii bet my strength will end soon, because is really too STRESS !.
ii never regret what ii chose but this time ii am really lost.
ii just want a peaceful life.
ii just want to live happily without stressing over money problem.
ii just want stay normally and wait for HUBBY come out.
but ii am really scare, scare what.
scare that when HUBBY come out he won't change.
maybe no matter how hard ii try, ii just can't get use of those life.
not the life we have no money.
is the life ii have to see him do 'those things or have those things'.
ii really really hope every things do end after he went in.
ii just want a normal life with him.
HUBBY, don't let people look down on you, show then you can do it de.
ii really don't want to have a husband who goes in and out.
maybe recently is ii really too stress ans so ii said out every things to my blog.
ii put my trust on you and ii hope you won't disappoint me.
the only and last chance ii am giving to you.
ii LOVE you and so ii want a new you.
not changing for me or anyone, is for your ownself.
really hope you do think when you are inside.
ii SO MISS YOU larhh.
wanting to hug you so much and cry hard.
because ii just can't leave without your warm and care. (:

-today 29 oct 2009, go work.
-after work, Jcube meet cynthia awhile.
-eat sushi together.
-home sweet home doing nothing.
-update my rotting blog.
-NIGHTS NIGHTS !!
-working tomorrow in the morning. (:

-28 oct 2009.
-work.
-back to my tpy house from cynthia house.
-slack with co at mid night outside my house. (:

-26 oct 2009.
-off day.
-pizza hut with cynthia.
-slack at Jcube and home sweet home.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

ok, ii am here to update my soon rotting blog.
work has started and so ii will be so lazy to update my blog.
tomorrow ii have no work because is my off day.
and so before ii sleep, ii come to update abit first.
ii don't like to blog with no picture post.
thats why ii take 1 photo of me and HUBBY de go edit and post it here. (:
wordings blog make me feel so bored.
lets say what ii am doing this few days.
monday started my work at GREAT WORLD CITY de BRITISH INDIA shop. (:
tuesday is my bad luck day, start work second day and ii am on MC!
ZZZZZZ !! damn suey lorhhs.
later people thought ii bluff one.
but seriously ii am sick, having high fever even until now ii still got slighty fever.
faster recover please. ii hate sickness. please go away.
wednesday go back work although still feeling unwell.
what to do, ii just start work, cannot keep MC de,
like that will reflect bad behaviour, ii don't want.
and thursday which is today, ii having off day.
night ii going over to HUBBY house and stay. yeah !!!
because friday morning ii am going to visit HUBBY with his papa.
waited so long and is like finally. WOOHOO !! =P
HUBBY, ii miss you so much.
and of cause, ii keep writing your letters every nights without fail alright.
just that ii really miss you by my side.
when ii am sick, ii know you will be there for me, but now you are not. ):
never mind, ii believe time will pass fast and you can take care of me again.
ii LOVE NEOMINGLOON larhh. FOREVER and EVER !! (:
ii believe we are MEANT to be too. MUACKS !!!

Saturday, October 10, 2009

HUBBY, do you know how much ii really really miss you?
do you know ii really going to be MAD lerhh.
ii just keep on MISS you every second of my life.
do you know how much ii really need you.
telling this doesn't mean ii blaming you.
is that ii want you to know, how important you are to me.
how much space you stand in my heart.
ii just really really not use to the life right now.
at your house without you disturbing me.
act dulan me and we play WWF. =P
there is no you peii me watch show or watch anime.
there is no you snatching lappy with me to play facebook games.
at bedok, there is no one bring me go out.
slack at those boring coffee shop.
go princess play lans and slack.
there is no you bring me go bedok eat.
there is no you at mid night bring me go out eat supper and 7-11 buy things.
there is no you bring me go out ton.
there is no you sleeping beside me at your bed.
there is no you hugging me when sleeping.
ther is no kisses of you everyday of my life.
JUST THAT FROM NOW ON ii AM LIVING WITHOUT YOU!! ):
ii really really cannot imagine.
not that ii don't want accept the fact, is that you know.
is really very hard. how long have we been sticking together.
ii also want to learn independent but seriously is hard.
ii really don't know, ii really don't know how ii am going to be independent.
yes ii know there is so many friends around me peii me.
but who ii really want is YOU ! just only YOU !
but HUBBY, don't worry ok. ii know you can't see what ii blog.
but ii just want to tell you that.
no matter how hard isit, ii just gonna stay stronge.
because LimHuiQi only LOVE NeoMingLoon for the rest of her life. (:
ii am gonna wait you come out and never let you leave me alone again.
you did promise me too, don't forget.
if you come out lerhh, lets start a fresh new life for you.
don't worry, ii will always be there to lead you and support you.
ii will never ever leave you for the rest of my life.
HUBBY, you also must stay stronge ok.
just keep in your heart that ii am waiting for you right out here.
lastly, LimHuiQi damn MISS and LOVE NeoMingLoon !!

Thursday, October 8, 2009

today is the second day lerhh.
now at mummy house.
playing my facebook and missing my HUBBY so so much.
seriously, ii really got nothing to do when HUBBY not by my side.
just rotting at home, day dreaming.
crying like mad. OH MY GOD !!
where is the cheerful huiqi has gone.
ii must overcome, ii must stay stronge.
ii cannot keep on like that de.
because ii PROMISE HUBBY de. huiqi JIAYOU !
but ii still need alot of time yupp.
but ii cry only when ii am all alone by myself.
is like that de larhh, alone sure think alot de.
ii know, people around me are worrying me, thanks for concern.
don't worry ok, ii am real fine.
give me more time and ii will overcome.
ii must stay happily and wait for NEOMINGLOON come out de marhhs.
ii also don't want him to worry about me.
later he at inside paranoid, ii die. =P
this few days should be no picture to blog bahhs.
because ii have no mood to go out.
tomorrow going over HUBBY house and stay until sunday go home.
go help HUBBY take a look at his family. (:
ARGHH !!! ii really wanna shout out loud that ii MISS HUBBY !!!
ii really really miss you, miss you like mad lerhh lorhhs.
keep on looking at the pictures we took.
so sweet and so on. how ii wish you are by my side.
HUBBY, waiting for you alright.
hope time faster pass, ii really want hug him so much.
ii LOVE him more and more everyday wors. (:
LOVE HUBBY NEO MING LOON FOREVER la !!!!!!!
he is my only one ii wanna treasure for the rest of my life.
MUACKS !!!! (:

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

today is the day ii have to say goodbye to my HUBBY.
he need to go for holiday for months or what.
so ii will be guai guai waiting for him to come back. ):
he has been sentence for 1yr 2weeks.
sentence have not be cut, wait ii know lerhh, ii will update again.
tears just keep dropping.
ii really really miss HUBBY.
ii really really wanna hug him tight right now, ii really need him so much.
ii want him so so so so much. why can't ii be self-fish. ):
HUBBY, ii really can't get use to it when you are not by my side.
when ii am alone or ii close my eyes.
ii will see you or think of you and tears drop. ):
ii know ii did promise you ii will be stronge.
but really really very hard and ii also trying very hard now.
ii don't want you worry about me and all.
ii just want you keep loving and missing me. (:
HUBBY, ii am sure ii will be waiting for you right out here de.
because you are the only HUBBY ii want for my life.
although you can't see what ii am typing here.
but ii know that you can feel my heart de.
and ii got my job at great world city, quite a good pay.
ii will focus on my job now and be waiting for you yupp. (:
ii really MISS you so much right now.
ii LOVE NEO MING LOON FOREVER !!!!
we will never be apart and never ending love.

HUBBY, ii really miss you and love you ! (:

in few hours later, ii got to say goodbye to HUBBY.
ii know is dame hurt, sad and terrified.
but ii promise HUBBY, ii will stay stronge and overcome ok. (:
cause ii don't want HUBBY to worry about me.
ii really really really cannot bare.
ii really really want cry out loud and say NO, don't go.
but, ii know ii can't.
ii believe if HUBBY really love me, he will change for himself not only me.
HUBBY, ii will be waiting just right here for you.
ii won't go anywhere ii SWEAR and PROMISE.
because you are the only one ii wanna spend with my whole life.
REMEMBER, ii will be waiting for you to marry me as you PROMISE ! (:
ii know time will fly fast and we can be together side by side real soon de.
HUBBY, promise to take care of yourself alright.
just always remember, ii will forever be there for you no matter what happen.
cause ii decided to stay by your side forever.
it is not a hush decision, it is the decision truly from my heart.
ii never regret meeting you and be with you.
because you give me the sunshine and you give me the happiness.
ii am really very happy ii have you by my side.
LIMHUIQI LOVE NEOMINGLOON FOREVER !!
and lastly, you are my best and wonderful HUBBY.
you are not useless or what, you are my only super HUBBY.
you belong to MINE only hor !!!!!!!!.
MUACKS !!! WAITING FOR YOU ! (:

the FOREVER PIG COUPLE ! never ending love. (:
feel my love deeply HUBBY ! (:

Sunday, October 4, 2009

is being so long away since ii last blog.
9 days ii didn't blog lerhh as ii am too lazy. =P
secondly don't know what to blog also.
time really really pass fast siia.
ii don't like, ii really don't like.
this coming wednesday which is 7 october.
HUBBY is going in lerhh. hais. ):
is hard to face the fact but no matter what, ii must stay stronge.
HUBBY, thanks for this few days with happiness too.
ii really really love you.
remember, ii will be waiting for you come out de. (:

-yesterday slack at bedok. (:
-go to pasir ris park find HUBBY PAPA fishing.
-HUBBY caught until 1 fish, damn big lorhhs. HAPPY (:
-after fishing HUBBY PAPA fetch us home and off we go sleep.
vincent kor took picture of himself as ii call him to. =P